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I’m sorry if I’ve come off mean in my previous post, but that person has pushed me to the edge, honestly.
I told him time and time again the things that he swears I haven’t said.
this is also a reason why I’ve been not on tumblr, so sorry for my absence but it seems I must be gone longer than I planned :c
First of all, I told you straight up that if you didn’t stop stalking me that I would block you. you said that you would, and you didn’t.
I gave you three chances and you still didn’t stop.
I know this because I had a widget on my DA page that told me when people came to my profile, and you would visit multiple times a day every day consistently for over two and a half months.
It was starting to creep me out a lot and make me uncomfortable, so I blocked you. Simple.
Second, I said you were strong because you were going through a lot of stuff back then when we first talked, and I wanted to help you get through it.
its called encouraging words.
I cared about you, because I wanted to help you get better. You came to me and I thought I had some advice to give and help you out with, you were the one who continued to send me messages after I told you to stop.
I didn’t know how deep of a hole you’d dug yourself into back then, and I feel sad for you because you still cant get past this same old stuff.
do you realize that its been over four years you’ve been hounding me about the same things. and then disappearing for months before finally talking to me again and expecting me to know everything that’s inside your head, calling me responsible for all your pain and sufferings when I don’t actually know you at all?
You were the one who said you had a crush on me when I was 14 years old, out of nowhere, and that completely freaked me out.
I told you to stop talking to me and leave me alone, yet here we are.
I don’t need an apology, I’m not mad at you. in fact, I wasn’t mad at you at all and felt no emotions towards you for a long time, until recently when you’ve thrown a hissy fit over my decision to block you.
and once I did you got your ‘girlfriend’ to send me apology notes.on your behalf. To be completely honest, I dont even think your girlfriend exists and its just you in another account trying to harass me more than you already have.
I just want you to stop contacting me.
I may not have made this clear before, but I thought that I did.
you sending me random notes that are pages upon pages long of your thoughts and emotions is… unwarranted. I’ve sent your messages to some of my other friends and they just don’t know how to respond either. I’ve asked people to help me figure out what to do or say to you because obviously me continuing to ask you to “stop contacting me, stop stalking me” isn’t enough for you to leave me well enough alone.
You have to realize that I have a bad memory, I can’t remember our last conversation, I also can’t go back and look at what you last told me or what I last said to you because first of all: I get contacted by lots of people every day, my inbox is full most of the time and I don’t want to go digging through three months of messages for the aid of this situation. and secondly: your come to me like you just have, on anonymous, or in a different account, without saying who you are and I just have to ASSUME I’m talking to the same person.
you’ve made me paranoid.
I can’t see an anonymous message without thinking that its you, not to mention you’re always RIGHT THERE as soon as I decide to turn the anon back on, once I’ve forgotten about you.
its creepy, I’ve told you to stop, and you haven’t.
so I blocked you, to make myself feel better, and not worry so much about your stalker habbits.
but you know what happened the night I blocked you?
I had this awful dream that you broke into my house and set up video cameras to watch me and started texting my phone anonymously and telling me that you were going to come kill me because of the choice I made.
if I hadn’t been talking to you like a normal person for all these years I’d assume you’re just happy to read this message becuase you’re a very elaborate internet troll who just wants to get into someone’s head.
well congratulations, you’ve done that.
But I’d just like to say that I’m sorry I know you’re actually not that, and you’re just a very broken person and I really do hope you get better someday.
I said that I would be your friend in the very very beginning of our interactions, back when i was 14 years old, and thinking I was just helping out someone who was depressed.
I am 19 years old now, and all you’ve done is freak me out and confuse me to the point that I never know if I’m actually talking to you, what I said last, or how you’re going to take this information.
To be completely honest I shouldn’t really be responding to any of this in the first place, but you’ve put some really nasty hate in my inbox for the past few months I’ve not been on tumblr and I just want to once and for all say that I don’t want to have anything to do with you, no hard feelings, but leave me alone please.
I say this every time, but you always come back. please just drop it and stop contacting me, forget I exist and move on with your life, it’ll be easier for you i promise.
“what do you mean you cant find the eggs????” “i ate them brother, there are no eggs” “NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooo” “mmmmmm gurl she needs 2 calm the frickle frack down or that scream’s gonna lure the t-rex to our position” “mmmmmm gurl” “hey what’s up guys I heard there was food” “…” “what u guys ain’t gonna say anythin?” “go away trex nobody likes you here” “what u say about me u lil punkass lizard, u wanna go pal? u wanna go????” “i’ll take u on man you ain’t got nothin on me I ate all the eggs I am superior dino I will eat you to protect my friends” “hear that joe? this guy wants to take us down, HA, LETS GET HIM” “it seems I have underestimated my strengths, brother” “LOL JOE LOOK, HE DEAD” “brother, I’m dying” “…” “brother no, this is serious I have to tell you my last dying words” “…” “do I need to leave and give you two a moment?” “no stay, this includes you too trex. I’m, not actually her brother at all. I’m…. I’m your son.” “…” “…” “NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooo” “mmmmm guurrrl, predictable. I saw it coming on that one. he really shouldn’t be surprised.” “mmmmmmmm gurl” “hey guys am I interupting something I just thought it would be a good idea to w—- oh.” “…” “…” “…” “uhh yeah, sorry for interupting I’ll just… I’ll just go.” “yeah that’s right you go, you go right now and never come back tricaratops.”
Mann I shouldn’t have come on here. It’s 5am and now I’m upset again
Curse you tumblr, I was having a good week I don’t need this :c
Sighs, I’m going to bed goodnight friends I hope one day I can come on here without being bombarded with negative emotions
….Just don’t forget me
It’s like no one ever told him cats don’t like water.
he’s having so much fun aw
As promised, here are some pictures of Lyalya’s first walk outside! Look at the bushy little squirrel tail :D the sandpit was her favorite spot! She was extremely excited and threw sand all over the place
this is a fucking squirrel. this is a fucking squirrel with a cat’s head. who is responsible for this
If you can’t sleep, I’ll be there in your dreams. I’ll be there in your dreams if you can’t sleep at all. And in your dreams, I’ll touch your cheek. And lay my head on your shoulder. Goodbye, shadows.
If you’re far away. If you can’t see my face. If the world is cold, but the sun shines the same. Shut your eyes, there are bluer skies. For you’re embraced in my heart. Goodbye shadows, goodbye.